Sunday, September 26, 2004
Ah~
What a hell of another week in school.... so tired, so stressed, so many projects, so many things i have to do.. deadlines to meet.. i feel soooo pressed for time and can't get enough sleep. who the hell said poly was easy? i'm gona bash that sorry's ass up! Next week well actually tmr starting will another week of mad chasing and psycho studying.... i've got tests from mon-wed, then projects to hand in by the end of the week and boy this freakin projects r not just the norm. ones, they're programming stuff and i FREAKIN hate to do them! #$%^&*($%^&
Now i'm trying to study physiology and i'm about to break into another fit as my dad just made me angry over some trivial matters and this just doesn't help. I sound like an agitated, sulky, fucked up, bitchy ass and i noe coz' the stress is piling up. Futhermore i'm broke and i'm awaiting my next month's allowance, which is not good coz' mom decided to give me once per half month, instead of the whole shot so i can't buy alot of stuff i preordered! Another saddening news is that sharon is having another major shipment on oct 2nd and argh boy it's bloody near my exams... i dun wana do badly in 1st yr coz' i wan to score well and go Uni instead of working for 3 yrs in Sg coz' of my fucking tuition grant. FUCK IT!!!!
Yea something nice at last this week.. viewed lynnette's gundam seed cosplay pics and they were satisfying. simple and nice. she's very versatile u noe.. i'm envious of her yea but tt's a natural gift. i can only make up for it by earning it. i guess i need to be more hardworking and conscientious to get the rewards. heh. oh maybe i shall go japan to study or something.. then perhaps get a husband there..... *daydreams..*
It's 8 now and i've got till 10pm to study coz' i need to study for my prac. test tmr.. which isn't good coz' i tend to panic when i see the unknown compound! bloody shit... argh will some kind soul please save me from all these mess!?!?
cheers to death.
=Nakamura Amane=
What a hell of another week in school.... so tired, so stressed, so many projects, so many things i have to do.. deadlines to meet.. i feel soooo pressed for time and can't get enough sleep. who the hell said poly was easy? i'm gona bash that sorry's ass up! Next week well actually tmr starting will another week of mad chasing and psycho studying.... i've got tests from mon-wed, then projects to hand in by the end of the week and boy this freakin projects r not just the norm. ones, they're programming stuff and i FREAKIN hate to do them! #$%^&*($%^&
Now i'm trying to study physiology and i'm about to break into another fit as my dad just made me angry over some trivial matters and this just doesn't help. I sound like an agitated, sulky, fucked up, bitchy ass and i noe coz' the stress is piling up. Futhermore i'm broke and i'm awaiting my next month's allowance, which is not good coz' mom decided to give me once per half month, instead of the whole shot so i can't buy alot of stuff i preordered! Another saddening news is that sharon is having another major shipment on oct 2nd and argh boy it's bloody near my exams... i dun wana do badly in 1st yr coz' i wan to score well and go Uni instead of working for 3 yrs in Sg coz' of my fucking tuition grant. FUCK IT!!!!
Yea something nice at last this week.. viewed lynnette's gundam seed cosplay pics and they were satisfying. simple and nice. she's very versatile u noe.. i'm envious of her yea but tt's a natural gift. i can only make up for it by earning it. i guess i need to be more hardworking and conscientious to get the rewards. heh. oh maybe i shall go japan to study or something.. then perhaps get a husband there..... *daydreams..*
It's 8 now and i've got till 10pm to study coz' i need to study for my prac. test tmr.. which isn't good coz' i tend to panic when i see the unknown compound! bloody shit... argh will some kind soul please save me from all these mess!?!?
cheers to death.
=Nakamura Amane=
Vuitton pen, 9/26/2004 07:52:00 PM.
